Ferris Wheel

Take a deep breath 

Wipe your sweaty palms

Again and again and again

Grip your seat tightly

Chew on your fingers nails

Ask yourself whether you shouldve said that

Shouldve said that

Said that

That

Done that 

Shouldve done that

Ask yourself whether you shouldve done that

As soon as you begin to feel at peace with your own self 

It spins once again

Throwing you back in your seat 

Looking around for something to hold onto

Fidgety fidgeting fingers

Breathless breathing

Screaming, endless screaming

The feeling of ants crawling up and down your arms

And your thoughts crashing in a million per second

Rattling inside your brain

Something is wrong but nothing is

And then you're a little at ease

But not too much

Convinced yourself there isn't anything to worry about

But you're still unsure

It spins once again.